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About Me:
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♠* I can say about myself, will ..I am a hard candy, test good like candy and sticky to your heart, sweet to get along with, hung up to be friend too ...But there's the fact that I can be bad to your teeth and my sugar could be deadly to your health and dangerous to get near from! I love to be taken seriously and I'm on charge in-everything I put my hands into, If I work on something I become OCD to raise it to the highest level it could reaches into…
There is nothing in existence other than the Creator and creation. The Creator is also called “Light,” and the creation is also called “vessel.” The property of the Creator is the will to bestow, and the property of the creation is the will to receive. We are built to pursue pleasure and avoid pain. This is our inborn nature. So I love to-be a creative person always create something and produce a lot off stuffs to-be remembered after I gone from this life. For that l surround myself with strong, creative & inventive people.
I like to get-into something new and experience different characteristics that roll to shaped me as a whole person, we all mixed off many pictures But people like to stick a one image in their heads and get it to keep going whether that is a: nice person, bitch, lover, sinner, religious... or whatever… and I really do hate that.
I passed through many situations not all of them are great to be passed from, some off them must not be experienced by someone at-my age or anyone older. But I understand that life is hard and not always shining of happiness like what I've seen in the cartoon movies at my childhood.
We are destined to return to our original state, and there are two paths leading there:
(1) the path of pain, and (2) the path of light and transformation.
- (1) : The path of pain is our unconscious development. Humanity’s entire history to date has been via the path of pain, where we are unaware of how we are being developed. On the path of pain, we experience suffering through our lack of awareness, our lack of equivalence with the force that is guiding us.
- (2) : The path of light is the path by which we discover our own nature and the nature of the force that is guiding us. We come to understand what it is, where we came from, where we are headed, and learn from this force in order to move toward the source of pleasure and alleviate suffering.
♠** You know I don't regret anything and I love to think that my mistakes are way of growing and moving in my life-road to be a better-version than what I were shaped before…
(I'm tough, ambitious and I know exactly what I want, if that makes me a bitch... okay)…
People get to-confuse you but not me – not anymore, you must love yourself and devolve it and be able to express yourself, to learn and have your own way of divining things and stylish your life and clarify your own stamp to the others. You understand that the day you stop doing that you are simply a dead person ! - .
I know that Our five senses block us from perceiving the true, eternal reality and The program that runs our five senses is called “egoism.” In order to know the greater reality that surrounds us, we need to develop an additional sense, what Kabbalists call “the sixth sense.” All of our thoughts and actions are motivated by the desire to receive pleasure (or, “the will to receive”).
We evolve individually and humanity evolves as a whole through five sets of desires:
(1) food, sex, shelter (2) wealth (3) honor, pride, power (4) knowledge (5) spirituality.
(So think of that please, that how you discern yourself to you and to the sociality.)
♠*** I like to drink a lot my favorite drinks are:
[Beers in all kinds but specially the %5 and %8, Sex in the beach as a cocktail, Chechbaby, Vodka and Tequila as an individual drinks], I love to eat [Sushi] very much and [fish food] in general. I work as a fashion model and a parties organizer and of course I am a student in The Marketing department / Business administration faculty. And I am CO-producer 4 my own music albums collections and sometimes a dancer and the person who plays the DJs.
I become recently a song mix-editor and a writer.
I'm a 22 years light brown-ambition boy who been slaps a lot from living into this life and I can say I don't regret it a bit, in fact I'm grateful for this slaps and whom been behind me on this evolutionally way of living and changing this industry of thoughts and creativities.
I conceder myself a German boy as being born in Mecklenburg Vorpommern/ Germany but I'm Arabic as well and I'm a damn proud of that !....
I love to-be gathering with lots off people. But the person that I really enjoy company with must be :
(open minded, not judgmental, deep , great to talk to, fun , have an own way, not afraid to show who really is -be him/her self- and will....a good looking-taking care about him/her self-and there's the fact that - loving MadOnna -).
MadOnna is my angel and I live each day happy by living with her-music and her-news surrounding me… I loved to made this profile because of that so much controversy has swirled around Madonna's career this past three decades that very little attention ever gets paid to her music. The songs are all but forgotten. I've learned from Madonna to appreciate the idea of doing things in a simpler way but with achieving it by the hard work. I'd love to dedicate my Album "I'll kick your Fucking ass" to-all of her fans and the song "Nothing Fails" to her my queen MadOnna :
♠**** I have learned a lot but the best to conclude all what I've been saying is to reach the message of love and being able to love yourself then get able to love somebody else :
I wanna to say that I felt insecurity comparing myself to-the other and to-my love ones who used me and I didn't see my self as an important and been taken advantaged from. But not now, not anymore :
"Jesus Christ will you look at me? Don't know who I'm supposed to be, don't really know if I should give a damn when you're around I don't know who I am!
I'm not myself when you go quiet I'm not myself all alone at night I'm not myself don't know who to call I'm not myself at all. I always wished that I could find someone as beautiful as you. But in the process I forgot that I was special too.
I'm not myself when you're around I'm not myself when you go quiet I'm not myself all alone at night I'm not myself standing in a crowd I'm not myself and I don't know how I'm not myself, myself right now ! Don't know what I believe.
Jesus Christ will you look at me? Don't know who I'm supposed to be don't really know (someone say) if I should give a damn when you're around I don't know who I am !!
I always wished that I could find someone as beautiful as you but in the process I forgot that I was special too … I always wished that I could find someone as talented as you but in the process I forgot that I was just as good as you".
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